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Crystal's Thoughts and Poems
I must be crazy
Because when I fell I thought you caught me
Now knowing I’m still falling

I’m falling so deep my feelings are slowing;
Sinking, down into the dark like the darkness of the sea

You may say you’ll be there for me
Then you closed your arms and watched as I fell

Dreaming through the morning with lost thoughts
The afternoon passed and I’m stuck with my mood of loneliness

Remember to eat, but I don’t want food
I see people skipping around with smiles, acting as if everything
is good, but reality will strike you down
And once again you’ll be left with a frown…Crystal
As I look outside, I look to see why?
For some reason, the tree's call out to me
I hear the leaves so loud and clear now.
I’m aware you’re somewhere near.

My tears slide from my eyes as I gaze at the sky.
I wish for time and a another chance to say goodbye...Crystal
Everyday is a day that I live, and Everyday is a day that I don’t give,

People say, "HOPES DONT FADE AWAY” there's no better way, but to spend each day remembering those who forever in my heart will stay.

As for what goes on in my head, I share my days wishing away, waiting for my time to go to the dark place noticing minute by minute I’m half way there not aware of what’s waiting for me when I sneak into deep sleep.

So, I’ll lay upon my bed, so still until I see the sun rise…Crystal
art by deseo

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